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Living life as a victim.

If you want to judge me by the way I cope,
then don't waste your time to read what I wrote.
I'm 19.
Everyone thinks I have it all, but I'm falling apart.
I hate myself; I miss being perfect.
On October 30th 2010, everything was taken from me.
Three of my classmates raped me.
This will be my place to express myself.
Go ahead; Judge me.
I don't want pity.
I want to bring awareness.
They molested my body.
Broke my soul.
Took my virginity.
And ruined my senior year.
I am an anorexic with bulimic tendencies.
Purge free since April 9th 2013.
A victim trying to be a survivor.
I don't have friends.
And my family is falling apart because of me.
I'm scared.
Full of hatred.
And I have PTSD.
I'm lost in life.
Because of those 3 bastards.
They took everything.
But I'm still standing.
I don't want to exist, I want to live.


SN: I reply to all questions/comments unless they are extremely offensive or have personal information in them. So if I don't reply within 48 hours, I didn't receive it. (:

I run this blog anonymously due to my anxiety.

Who I was before.
The night of my rape.
The immediate aftermath.
I am a rape victim.

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